I just lost my beautiful baby girl. She was only 19 days old. When she died, I lost my hopes, dreams, future as well as part of myself. Ater she died, I learned it was because of a rare genetic disorder called Incontinentia Pigmenti, which she inherited from me. I never knew I had it as I have no symptoms. With IP the chances of having a healthy child are only 50%. This is my life without my baby. My struggle to face every day as I long for my daughter and hope for a healthy child.
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
IVF Post: #9
The day of the Retrieval. Wow. I was so nervous. It really
was not as bad as I thought. Being put to sleep helped ease my nerves and it
provided a little break during this intense crazy day. 13 eggs were retrieved
successfully…out of 15 follicles. It’s apparently a good amount. It was so hard
to leave them, I have become so protective of them. Such a weird concept, to
have them taken from your body, to be left in a doctor’s office, in a test
tube, in the hands of others. I will find out more tomorrow. Fingers crossed
they will fertilize.
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