Sunday, December 25, 2011
The Prettiest Angel on the Tree...
Our Xmas Angel on top of the tree. Every Xmas she will be there.
Even when I am old and 100.
Today was really hard without her. Not your average, fun celebatory Xmas day. Just a quiet, sad somber day spent with family. Trying to be normal, do normal things but inside so empty, so sad and longing for my baby. I tried my best to focus on those I was with, grateful to have them here with me. But this day should have been SO different. It should not be like this.