Thank You Baby

As I halfheartedly try and continue life, to go about each day - I am aware how I'm changed:

I love and appreciate my family and friends so much more, I realise I do not have them forever.

I treasure and enjoy every single minute with them.

I am grateful for what I have instead of longing for what I don't.

I don't worry and stress as much as before, about small unimportant things.

I want to help others in need, more so than ever.

I don't care what people think. I'm not such a perfectionist I'm more relaxed, life is too short

I'm more patient.

I'm so much of a better person.

I'm stronger. If I can survive this, I can do anything.

For all of this I have you to thank for my precious little baby.

You have taught us so much in your short little life. More than most people could teach in a full lifetime.

A miracle, my miracle, I love you so much!

THANK YOU BABY

These calla lillies my mum and I bought for Amelie.

A few of them we took to her Memorial, we scattered them into the ocean along with her ashes.

Some of these we kept in a vase, they lasted over a whole month.

Longer than she had lived.