A Nightmare I can't Wake Up From...

All I want to do today is stay in bed and not get up...not because I'm tired but because I feel like there is no reason to get up, nothing is important enough. Daily tasks seem so pointless, so stupid. I just lost my baby, the person most important to me in life - nothing could be worse. I have no motivation, nothing is important, I'm going to stay in bed all day and cry.