Mindgames....

Definitely not twins...just one. Or at least for now one fetal yolk sack. No embryo or heartbeat could be detected yet. Little worried...The doctor didn't seem too fazed and we are going back for another ultrasound next Wednesday. Testing at 6 weeks is early, sometimes you can see the embryo at this stage sometimes not.... apparently. Of course this has really freaked me out as I was expected to walk in and see a heartbeat. Our Dr emphasized that it was probably just too early and each embryo develops at a different stage... I spent the whole day at work googling yolk sacks, heartbeats and fetal poles...it does seem like it can be 50/50...many people don't see anything until week 7. Not sure what to think, I'm going to spend the next week worrying and fearing the worst.Why is there always something to worry about...not that I'm not fearful and worried already. I pray that I have no more disappointment. I couldn't handle it. Not after what we have been through...I cannot loose hope. Why is it all so hard? Haven't we been through enough? I must take one day at a time......breathe...